Adequacy

I struggle with adequacy; I have to fight against it every day. I'm not saying that I think I'm overly adequate, I'm not (let's clear that up now). But I try to be adequate; adequate in work, adequate in attitude, adequate in loving others. I know that God should be my provider, he is the adequate one. Still, though, I don't feel comfortable handing over my struggle to God (whatever that means). I keep trying, fighting against impossible odds. It's is impossible, you know, we can't be adequate. Our human nature leaves us wanting, we need God ( can't you feel that?) Yet our flesh fights that. Hmm.....

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