Well, it seemed like it would never happen; the end of college and the beginning of real life. It is my task to find a job and make money. I have to use my talents to make it in this world. I was listening to this song on Appalachian Journey called "Hard Times Come Again No More" and, while I suppose my problems are truly minimal in comparison to those of the homeless and starving, I am experiencing my own level of hard times. The song asks for these times to stop; they've been knocking on the door for too long. I feel my problems regarding this life transition have been looming large for a long time with no answer. I'm waiting for some sort of God intervention, but that may not be the way God has planned this time. So I'm hoping for an easy path, but I don't think that is how it will happen. There are too many things attached to "real life" and those stigmas are the hard part. What if I can't find a job? Get married? Buy a house?
What does the future have in store.
Matthew 6:34
Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Kinda cheesy, but scripture has the truest answers right now and that is where my guidance lies.